I feeling weird these few days! I don't know what I am going to say next and I can't control my temper at all I never feel like that before. Feeling so empty in my soul. Seriously, it's like becoming from bad to worse. What am I suppose to do? Should I go to the temple but whenever I step into it, my chest seems to have a heavy load pressing onto it. I could hardly breathe. Nobody will believes what I say and how I feel. It's like totally impossible that this kinda of things will happen on me.

Grandma will be coming my house this coming Wednesday! I really miss her so much. She hasn't been here for years! I'm glad she's coming... I'm still thinking about Grandpa. If he is still in this world, by this point of time he can come to Singapore with Grandma. I wonder how he will feel when he knows that I'm going to drive in a few months time. If he was able to live till next year, I can drive him around and bring him on a holiday trip. I really miss him sooooo much!!! ♥ Grandpa, you will always be in my heart. A person whom I love and respect most! (: