I'm back to my blog. Busy for quite some time. Went to Malaysia because Grandpa passed away. He will be buried on the 9th of August! National Day isn't it? I don't know what exactly I'm thinking right now! Like totally lost in the island. Feeling so lonely and my mind have lots of flash backs about the past. What is life to me? It's like study hard to achieve goo results, get a good job etc... I've think through, have I done enough for all my family members until a point of time whereby I won't regret about anything I haven't done for them when they leave my life? I kept asking myself that questions but after many many years, I don't think I'll have an answer for it. Got to accept it! Human are born, grown, aged & lastly it comes to death. I don't want to lose anyone again. I miss my grandpa so much! No more chance to buy the food he likes, sit together with him to chat, drive me out to buy the things I want, can't give him money for him to spend anymore. THIS IS LIFE!

PS: I will create an album of all happy memories of my dearest grandpa and me!