School ended at 10.20pm today. After that went HQ with Tsz Ting to buy our Staff SGT rank. Haha! Finally we can promote but I want to be Cadet Leader rank too. Many years of service and hope to get it. Also changed the beret badge to SSGT badge instead of cadets badge. Tomorrow will be my last parade. I hope everyone will do a good job and march properly ok?Went back school at about 3pm and saw the parade. There's still room for improvement. Don't wish to participate in First Aid Com and after Mr Rani talk to us, decided to let us back out because of some reasons. I don't wish to disappoint you all but I'm really not prepared. Feel sad and bad about it. All I can do is thanks you for respecting our decision and know how we feel and think. Sorry and Thanks alot.
Looking forward for the PARADE (Speech Day).

PS: You think I'll go for a thing which I won't gain a single thing or go for it and disgrace myself. Life is really getting so tough that I really can't stand it anymore. Using your mouth and just say you cannot do anything and is this the best you can do. Forcing people to be up to your standard? It's IMPOSSIBLE can! You think we are really superman or alien is it? We don't want to go not because we're afraid that we will lose. It just that we haven't prepare ourself and don't want to disgrace anyone including myself. Hope that all of you can understand. Am I being selfish that i cause that all of you can't go? If yes, I'm really sorry! Anyway not going to think about it anymore. So sick and tired of it already. Really SORRY to you guys!